Could my life be more rock 'n' roll? The highlight of my last couple of days has been buying a pen and watching Buffy.

I'm in a rut, a temporary rut but a rut nonetheless. It's a kind of friend-flying-home-realising-I've-spent-way-too-much-money-feeling-a-bit-blue kind of rut.

I'll be over it by tomorrow I know. I got a little down in Perth and let it dwell which was not good. I won't make the same mistake this time.

I wonder if this is what an ecstasy come down feels like? My life in the last two weeks has been uber busy, drunken and full of laughs and dancing. Now things are quieter I guess I'm just coming down from that. To be expected then?

Due to money I'll have to put off a couple of piercings I was planning, a gig I fancied and the endless amounts of clothes, cds and other stuff I always wanna buy. I don't mind so much coz I know the money will go on travelling.

I really wanna spend hours updating my diary but it gets quite expensive. And whenever I go online I always get distracted and go look up band sites and spend ages pondering over the latest potter rumours and theories. Man, I miss having e-mail where I live.

I'll be more smiley and monstarr-like on the next update, I promise.